Don't Go Away..

That first twinge of worry,
that first time of a missed heartbeat..
That first time when you feel the fear,
the first time you feel something dark's near..
The first time when you doubt everything you are,
the first time he seems so far..
With every step closer,
he slips further away..
How do you reach him,
how'd you find a way?
Can he hear what you have to say?
Could he tell you're sad today?
You feel you're  a tangled mess,
you lie on the bed with a heavy chest..
You just want him to see,
to see how much you love him..
You want it to go back to how it was,
you want him to just be..
Be who he always is, your lover, your soulmate..
Sometimes you wish to go back to your first date..
You want hum to make it better before it's too late...

- M